baby. iie still miss euu so much. iie haven even recieve any of your letters. days has pass. then weeks. now months. why am iie waiting so long for your letter to come?? even caiyan have recieve teckliangs letter. i haven recieve yours for so long. i am waiting like an idiot. i miss you so much. i wan you to come back in to my life.

i miss you like hell. baby, i wish you could be with me now

why do perfect things have torn?? even you heart is wrap by sharp torn. every time i make a wrong move i will hurt myself.it feels so painful. nobody is helping me to dress my wound...no one helping me up from my accidental fall. i wish a mircle would happen. giving me whad i wan. helping me up from my fall. and saving me from another fall.

was out derh whole day yesterday. cab to serangoon, went to look for simin and frens. enjoyed for a while. and soon simin went off to her family dinner. i stayed a little longer. and they wanted to go to a near by lan shop when it started to rain. we then cab over to upper serangoon. they played lan for awhile. for me. i stoned at derh lan shop. my head started to spin. so i wanted to take a rest....

soon after i rest... larry and his frens came. and told me that they were opposite derh shopping center. it was still raining so heavily. but i still went up derh bike. and they took off. i was shaking like some idiot. it was freezing. had fun. and now. sick from derh heavy rain.

waiting for you to come and take care of me. broken inside.

have been waiting. have been trying. but nvr was i right. nvr was i able to do whad you guys ask me to do. trying so hard yet nobody knows. giving up hope. but everyone is asking me nvr to give up. everyone is asking me to go on.

how am i to go on without you? trying my best to forget about derh past and to move on, but everything seems so damn hard without my frens by my side. feeling so alone. feeling so useless.

entertain myself with some thing which nobody like me to do. knife? somehow. i nid you guys. to be with me till derh end. missing everything that has happen.

i am lost within.

why mus this things happen to me... zzz... treat frens so nicely. treat sister as if we were blood sister... and yet. this kind of fucked up things happen... shit this fucking world. i hate this fucking part of my life.

i hate you. fuck you

why do i treat my frens so good and get back this kind of things? you saying me? you treating me like an idiot, hoping that i will not know whad you do behind my back.

everybody is treating me like an idiot. i don wan to go on with this fucked up life anymore. i nvr wanna trust any of you guys anymore. i hate everyone.

nothing you guys do is making me feel as if i am liked by you guys. i hate this freaking part of my life.

forcing me to do things i nvr like, when i say no... you guys will say i am a party pooper. making me feel like i really am one.

staying home often. being with my mother. waiting for you. hoping for another chance.

(when i'm with you, i'll make every second count. cos i miss you. whenever you're not around. when i kiss you... i still get butterflies years from now.)

would somebody give me an answer?

why mus there be such things as sisters in this world?
why is there is no one you can ever trust in this world?
why should there be such thing as trust?
why mus there be love in this world?
why cant our relationship jus be a fairytale?

lol. yesterday go club. kanna bounce out becos of cherly. so angry. but she very good to me. pei me. help me find ppl to sneak me in. and pei me until i manage to go in. hahas. cherly. i love you. yesterday dance till we really drop. nvr take a break . we jus stand on derh dance floor till derh club ends. had much fun. saw many of my frens. and saw fights. hahas. awaiting for derh next club. so many club this mth. cos school going to open

still waiting for my beloved piggy to return to my side. i love you derh most. muacks

hey party ppl. derh is a event on derh 19th of dec. Fresh @ wavehouse. cool music. lovely girls. hot guys. many more jus @ wavehouse. dance till you drop!!! for more details tag me. (* don let derh nite go without having some fun. let derh music take you away.)

come on ppl. lets party till we drop

wahhhh.... everybody have a stead. i have one. but he is inside. not with me. haix. i really wish. somehow... he could be with me. every night. every day. together and forever. baby. i miss you. and my heart feels very empty with out you. why? haix... i love you. and i miss you

eugene luo jun xian! i miss you so much! i dreamt of you yesterday... it made me feel so happy. and when i woke up, i found derh jacket you gave to me. hahas. everything that happen made me so happy. but still, i haven recieve derh letter you told me you sent to me 1 mth ago. haix. i am so lost inside. and i am being accused everyday. i wish you could be with me everyday. telling me that everything will be alright. baby. i nid you back with me. and i love you so deeply to even break with you. i miss you so much.

(baby boii. you are now gone. lost without a trace. haix. where could you have gone? everyday is meaningless without you by my side.)

yesterday claudia and jesmine come my house and stay. hahas. claudia rape me yesterday. and jesmine slept on my bed like a dead log. no matter how loud we talk or laugh she can't hear a single thing. so we drawed on her face. hahhahas. life is so fun with my frens. "but meaningless without my love."

[could someone help me sew back my broken heart????]

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